I just don't get it, 50 years ago it was much easier to get a job, my mum used to work for Pirelli which back then they used to do slippers, nowadays you be lucky enough to even have a job. I've left college when I was 21 doing HND in Computing, I left at the first year of it because it was getting too difficult for me and it wasn't really what I wanted to do. Since this time I've been struggling to ever get a job being retail type jobs including one I really wanted being Pets At Home because I have a fondness for animals but the problem is I don't have the work experience they want and worse is the fact of never having a job. Job employers are so pig headed now and then there's the f***ed up logic that some Polish or Romanian can just walk in and any job no problem, or you have to first get a university Master's Degree if your really smart, it's like as if you be better off being self employed. It's not like I'm financially doomed, I'm a Brit diagnosed with Autism, still with the parents but I'm not complaining, at least I'm not living alone. It's not like I'm being lazy now, instead I've just gave up on it. And no, I don't think volunteering will do, they are not valid forms of work experience.
As for women, well I have a strong feeling that if you don't have a job, they don't want you either, no money to support, no love, it's like a vicious cycle. I've seriously got no chance with anyone, not even when I was at school or college. I know people say there's plenty of fish in the sea but I'm just not seeing any where I come from yet I'm too sceptical about long distance relationships. Of course you'll going to need the balls to talk to them too, I've only ever really tried it once and she already had a boyfriend, that sucks. Some months back I tried Speed Dating at Leicester, most of it was fine but no result unfortunately and all of them said what do I do for a living, once I told them I was still looking for work, it's very likely they immediately crossed me off because of it. I'm not too bad at talking but I'm not the sort that just talks and talks, I just fear that I'll run out of stuff to say and she'll think I'm boring but I can't help it being autistic. Other thing is, how can I complete when they can have any other man in the world that's better than me that's stronger, wealthier, the gift of the gab and far better looking than me.
What I really want is love and close friendship and the world doesn't want me to have them. It's all really unfair, I'm not sure how anyone can help me. I might as well not bother with women either, most women want kids and I'm not really the sort that wants kids as that would pull me down, it's a big responsibility and I can't cope with them. I guess I'm out of luck.